My Broken Heart

I have love you with all my heart,
and give up everything for you.
Thinking that you are worthy of my love,
thingking that you will always be true...

I have trusted you a lot and
broke my trust so many times,
Why do you always breaks my heart?
Why are you killing me inside?

Why do I loved you?
I asked this question a million times.
Why did I ever met you?
when you will only break my heart.
What have I done to deserve all these hardships in life?
Why Oh Why it's tearing me apart.

There are times that I wanted to give up,
because it's draining my strength,
making me weak in and out,
wanting to vanish with the air,
Oh my God how will I ever survive?

Why do you lie all the time?
Even if I have all the proofs,that could nail you down.
Making things worst as they already are.
Why can't you admit that you made a mistake,
instead of denying it that only makes me cry.

Do you really love me?
Did you ever try?
How true is your love for me, please tell me now..
Do I have to live with fear that you will leave me
one day, because you found a new love
that will leave me behind.

Do you want me to fight for my love?
Or would you rather let me go of you
to lessen the miseries I had.
Would it make you happy If I'll let you go?
Though it would hurt me so much.
Tell me what to do, please help me out..

My broken heart will heal I know,
it will take sometime but it will go,
it will leave a scar, that will remind me of you,
but my forgiveness is there and that is because
I love you...

~dedicated to my love one~
~secret~